It's been 9 weeks since Dday,,, and I went through all the questions I feel he has lied about,, and tried to get him to answer them again..which are ones I get different stories about... which instead of wanting to help me understand and asking what I don't believe,, he just says "well as I have explained this to you 5 or 6 times,, it's not gonna matter what I say, you've got your mind made up so you need to figure out if you want to stay married"
And after arguing over it again,, he says " my answers don't change, you just hear what you want to hear" ( but they do change).
I don't know how much longer I have to wait for the truth?? Or if I ever will get it.
I know,,,I know what needs to be done,, yet I continue beating myself up over it... I guess talking on here and venting just helps,,, knowing I'm not alone. I'm in limbo and am just wanting something from him to let me know he is willing to help... But I don't think I'm going to get that.... unfortunately