Re: Has feelings for a women
Stop being a doormat. Decide what you are ok with and stick with it.
If you are not interested in a non-manogamous relationship, then don't stay in one.
"The ecologist is continually having to look at the aspects of nature with which he is unfamiliar and perforce must be an amateur for much of his working time.... professionals may carp at omissions, misconstructions, or even downright errors in these pages. perhaps ultimately they may forgive them for the sake of the overall vision that only the amateur, or the ecologist, blithely sets out to experience."G. Evelyn Hutchinson