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long story short. me(the wife) did some stupid crap by sending explicit pictures to a guy on social media and said some stupid BS, which i didn't mean, mind you, i dont know why, but i did it. anyways, instead of keeping it a secret, i told my husband because i felt guilty and i didnt want to keep it a secret. i love my husband so much so instead of anything becoming physical, i told my husband. well. obviously he didnt take it lightly. when i say anger, anger, ripped up pictures of us, hasnt spoken to me in 3 days, sleeps in the futon, when he texts me its all anger towards me. he wants to divorce me. mind u this is the first time in 10 years i ever did something like this, and i know thats not an exscuse to make it right, and i have constantly begged him to forgive me, not forget, etc. theres 2 kids involved, and i feel so stupid and filled with regret that I did this. believe me. i haven't eaten in 3 days. im a mess. i just want my husband back. i dont expect him to forget, and i know its a process, but i wish he can forgive. this is the worsr feeling ive ever had in my life. i wish i could go back, but i cant. please any advice?
long story short. me(the wife) did some stupid crap by sending explicit pictures to a guy on social media and said some stupid BS, which i didn't mean, mind you, i dont know why, but i did it. anyways, instead of keeping it a secret, i told my husband because i felt guilty and i didnt want to keep it a secret. i love my husband so much so instead of anything becoming physical, i told my husband. well. obviously he didnt take it lightly. when i say anger, anger, ripped up pictures of us, hasnt spoken to me in 3 days, sleeps in the futon, when he texts me its all anger towards me. he wants to divorce me. mind u this is the first time in 10 years i ever did something like this, and i know thats not an exscuse to make it right, and i have constantly begged him to forgive me, not forget, etc. theres 2 kids involved, and i feel so stupid and filled with regret that I did this. believe me. i haven't eaten in 3 days. im a mess. i just want my husband back. i dont expect him to forget, and i know its a process, but i wish he can forgive. this is the worsr feeling ive ever had in my life. i wish i could go back, but i cant. please any advice?