sunflower

Ya I guess so! people are all differant alot of people think kissing isnt even considerd cheating. But ya we are TONS better well me mainly I guess I was the issue. But I have been treating him 10 times better! I have my moments of course I am sure thats normal or my little appifany's how ever you spell that lol. Where I am like oh hell no he did this for this. BUT mostly good!!!! and yes we are flirting!

MarkTwain

Well, your thought loops will fade with time, if you don't keep feeding them.

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sunflower

Ya I am a feeder huh UGH my brain shuts down sometimes cause its so sick of it lmao!

MarkTwain

That's good. Sometimes the mind just wants to head towards peace.

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sunflower

Ya I know it! This weekend though I was drinking and wow did some anger come out I was mean and had some low blows I wonder why when you drink you act that way. I was ridiculous. I felt awful the next day.

MarkTwain

If you want chaos in your life drink booze. If you don't, be moderate. I don't bother with the stuff now, just the odd beer on a business lunch and that's all.

Drink and chaos go together. It's destroying marriages all over the world. Keep a way form binge drinkers and heavy drinkers if you want a peaceful life.

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sunflower

Oh I know hello everytime something bad has happend in our marriage it involved alcohol its so crappy to think about seriously when we are camping or out somewhere that isnt with family or close to family I am not drinking I dont want to be around party people anymore its nothing but trouble.