Sorry for the late update. Test results came back this past Friday.
I should have had this done a long time ago. THEY ARE MINE
Like I said before, regardless of the results, I was their dad. Raising them for 18 + years kinda would render the results useless as far as them being my children. I just wanted to see because I do not think I ever got over her untruths (sounds better than lies.
I was filled with elation for a few days, and then I started thinking of her deception back in the day. Although I am at peace about my children's dna, I still find myself bitter over being mislead on multiple occasions.
Do any threads exist that may be beneficial to me? I really want to let this go. I have not brought up all the lies she told in a very long time. It got to the point that she was more and more upset that I kept bringing the lies up that happened so long (almost 2 decades) ago. I need to stop reading the CWI threads, they seem to make me upset.
Idk, maybe she is right, am I going through a midlife crisis? Who knows.
Thanks again to everyone who contributed on this thread.
Special note to keko. Thank you for the private message you sent. It was very informitave. I tried replying back to you, but I noticed there is nothing in my sent messages folder.