04-13-2012, 02:00 PM
Join Date: Mar 2012
| | Re: No contact with OM/OW.
Originally Posted by sigma1299
Not a female thing. I did to. I was apologizing to her for being one half of such a horrible thing she was a part of, she couldn't have had an affair with me without me. And, for not being man enough to not let it happen, for not being a better person, for the pain I caused her. I actually carried some guilt about it for a while. Ironically enough she told me not to apologize, that she was a big girl and she never apologized to me.
Yeah I guess I felt like I was leading him on considering he never reached and and only wanted me to do what made me happy yet I kept contacting him. :/ I felt bad that I put him in that situation; but now I dont because he could have stopped answering my phone calls.