One year ago this month he had a ONS...FML!!!!

lisab0105 · 06-02-2012, 04:56 PM

Riven, he may have been the persuer, but she knew all about me and the baby I was carrying. She is culpable and a disgusting excuse for a woman. I have plenty of anger at them both. And yes, I agree counseling is needed. We moved to arizona last summer, but came back to jersey in Feb. Probably one reason I am not coping well, I am always reminded of what he did here before he joined me in az. I needed to know he was sorry for the actual act...not just what the act did to me.

I don't want to be in contact with her...unless it is to tell me he is sniffing around her again, but the petty side of me wouldn't mind looking her in the eye while she pours my shots. Trust me, none of this is healthy. I am stuck in a very angry and hurt place and unless I can forgive and let go, I need to walk away.
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OhGeesh · 06-02-2012, 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by lisab0105

Riven, he may have been the persuer, but she knew all about me and the baby I was carrying. She is culpable and a disgusting excuse for a woman. I have plenty of anger at them both. And yes, I agree counceling is needed. We moved to arizona last summer, but came back to jersey in Feb. Probably one reason I am not copibg well, I am always reminded of what he did here before he joined me in az. I needed to hear him say he was sorry for the actual act...not just what the act did to me.

I don't want to be in contact with her...unless it is to tell me he is sniffing around her again, but the petty side of me wouldn't mind looking her in the eye while she pours my shots. Trust me, none of this is healthy. I am stuck in a very angry and hurt place and unless I can forgive and let go, I need to walk away.Posted via Mobile Device

This!!!^^^^^^^^^^^