06-29-2012, 11:37 AM
Join Date: Feb 2012
| | Re: False R finally falls apart
Well, the second piece of vintage musical equipment I was readying to sell was the One. I guess that's when the light bulb went on for him, that I was done going round and round and wanted the madness to end, no matter the cost.
We talked and talked and he seemingly understood. I finally feel I flipped the status quo but it took a great deal of personal soul searching to do this.
Selling the piano gave me back my dignity somehow.
I suppose I could have found another way to do this. Rather than externalizing my emotional state in order to deal with it successfully.... I really need to harness a greater internal locus of control.