onthefence16

No need to tell my long story...it's in the archives. I am a woman who's husband had a LTA. I decided to forgive him and try to work on our marriage.
I believe I am in the anger stage at this point. My husband is finally after all these months been trying to make me happy. These last almost 10 months since D day have been a living hell. To tell the truth I don't know why he is still here.
I am a follower of Christ and for some reason keep hanging on. I see the potential in him I guess. I also beleive that I am a co-dependent. So a co-dependent follower of Christ. Oh brother.....
Anyway he's finally trying, after all these years. I mean I have never seen him try this hard to show me that he cares really. Now he's doing it and I don't know what to do.
I am unsure as to whether I want to continue in my marriage or not. As I have said I am in the anger stage and I trigger very easily.
I just needed to get this off my chest I guess. Anyone else have this experience. Oh and by the way we are intimate and fixing the house...I just don't understand......