osvaldo1321

Today I could not take the hurt and pain that I have been feeling for the past 11 months since the discovery. My wife is devastaded. She and I have been tearing all day. I went to my lawyer and told him to start the divorce proceeding. I am scared and my selfesteem is at my lowest in my life. I feel very bad for her because this is what she does not want. I know that she is not the same person she was back then and she has been a perfect woman for the past 17 years. But I have not been able to forgive and forget. Every day it has been a struggle to stay married knowing she cheated on me for so many years and had a child out of that cheating that she then said it was mine. I can not get over that even doe I love her. Sometimes I wounder if I am doing the right thing. My younger Daughter supports me 100% and she says she loves us both the same.She says its best that we split do to the fact that she has noticed that we are not happy like we use to be.