11-18-2009, 05:00 AM
Join Date: Nov 2009
| | My past is messing my future. I'm losing it!
My very 1st serious relationship(he's active duty) had Infidelity, Lies, Marriage, Miscarriage, 1 year Seperation and Divorce ALL over a course of 6 years.
Now I'm in a new one, he is also active duty. Been together for 2 years and counting. Married for 4 months and counting. I'm also 9 months pregnant. He is a gentleman and would do nothing to harm me. Basically I found a man, that I thought doesn't exsist anymore.
But I can't get myself to trust him. I do love him so much that it drives me crazy not to hear from him for 8 hours of the day, because he is working. I'm soo attached to him.
Why can't I get it out of my head that he is not cheating on me?
What can I do to stop this?