So my past was nothing but horrible, from cheating to a divorce.
Now I remarried, just had a child(nov 29, 2009). The new husband was deployed when I was 6 months pregnant. He went from always chatting with me, to barely chatting to just sitting online and not typing anything unless I have a question.
I asked him if he was cheating on me(because I'm still afraid). He said no and that he doesn't want to do anything to lose me and the baby.
Well I ended up giving birth on my own. My family doesn't support me and doesn't care what will happen to me. So my husband and this baby is all I got.
The base he was at let him come home 7 days before his leave.
Ever since he got here he wasn't very loving at all. He came home, changed everything around so he can be comfortable. Sleeps all night unless I wake him to help with the baby.
Then two nights ago his phone rang and it was the Urgent Care(a quick medical place). He just ran off to talk on it.
When he came out I asked him what's up and he said it was nothing. I kept bugging him and he eventually said he went to get tested for STDs.
He said he tested negative but still need to take antibiotics?!?!
How the hell am I suppose to feel about this?!?!
It is bad enough we sleep in the same bed and don't even cuddle. **** there's a 12 inch space between us!! We barely even kiss each other anymore!!! I say I'm stressed out and mad at him for not making me feel loved. All he does is just sit there or goes online!!!!!!
Its so hard for me to wake up 8 to 12 times a night to feed the baby and just feel alone when I'm not!!
I know I should approach him about this but he just does not want to say or do anything?!
Should I just tell him that I want out of this relationship? I honestly do not want to be with him when he is like this. I can't stand another heart break.
I'm trying so hard to keep myself on level ground for the little baby, but things are just getting really hard.
Oh and I got nosy and looked on his laptop. He is the typical guy got porn and crap. I also forgot to mention he always log off his email when I walk by as if he doesn't want me to look at it. I'm soo bothered!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I remarried, just had a child(nov 29, 2009). The new husband was deployed when I was 6 months pregnant. He went from always chatting with me, to barely chatting to just sitting online and not typing anything unless I have a question.
I asked him if he was cheating on me(because I'm still afraid). He said no and that he doesn't want to do anything to lose me and the baby.
Well I ended up giving birth on my own. My family doesn't support me and doesn't care what will happen to me. So my husband and this baby is all I got.
The base he was at let him come home 7 days before his leave.
Ever since he got here he wasn't very loving at all. He came home, changed everything around so he can be comfortable. Sleeps all night unless I wake him to help with the baby.
Then two nights ago his phone rang and it was the Urgent Care(a quick medical place). He just ran off to talk on it.
When he came out I asked him what's up and he said it was nothing. I kept bugging him and he eventually said he went to get tested for STDs.
He said he tested negative but still need to take antibiotics?!?!
How the hell am I suppose to feel about this?!?!
It is bad enough we sleep in the same bed and don't even cuddle. **** there's a 12 inch space between us!! We barely even kiss each other anymore!!! I say I'm stressed out and mad at him for not making me feel loved. All he does is just sit there or goes online!!!!!!
Its so hard for me to wake up 8 to 12 times a night to feed the baby and just feel alone when I'm not!!
I know I should approach him about this but he just does not want to say or do anything?!
Should I just tell him that I want out of this relationship? I honestly do not want to be with him when he is like this. I can't stand another heart break.
I'm trying so hard to keep myself on level ground for the little baby, but things are just getting really hard.
Oh and I got nosy and looked on his laptop. He is the typical guy got porn and crap. I also forgot to mention he always log off his email when I walk by as if he doesn't want me to look at it. I'm soo bothered!!!!!!!!!!!!