Re: I officially declare 2013 a sucky year.
Oh Larry.Gray ....I never knew...
Life can be so very cruel sometimes....the unfairness screams......It's just not supposed to happen THIS way, NO, not like this!.... there is no words, there is no understanding to WHY...it could not satisfy these empty arms even if ... We, as parents, are supposed to go 1st ...damn it.
I read through your words here...sounds you are doing as best anyone possibly could under this devastating loss...to allow the tears to flow during this time... let them... Hold your wife, let her hold you, let her scream... you are all stumbling in the darkness right now ..but you have each other & your children... you'll find your way.
It will take time....only time...so easy for us to say these things having never experienced anything like this...
.. Alexander Michael was very wanted & loved, this is a beautiful thing.....though it makes the pain that much deeper ...during this sensitive time of what should be right now.
So very sorry for this loss to your family.