Re: It's been a bad year
Nothing is ever worth taking your life over it. Here's the USA Crisis hotline called HOPE for you 1 (877) 235 4525
They can help you work through this, available 24/7.
I'm sorry you are going through hell right now, I've been where you are before and very nearly came close to suicide a few times in the past. I know that feeling of helplessness and hopelessness.
Please don't give up, you are worth so much more than this. You have value, you are valuable and worth it and a good person. Don't ever give up.
"The most beautiful words in any language: I forgive"
Wind Through The Keyhole - Dark Tower Series - Stephen King