Wife Died Young, Now Loneliness.
By beautiful wife of 4 years (we almost made it to 5) died at age 31. Suddenly from medical complications.
Now its just our daughter and I. Life is the same thing day in, day out. I can't say that I'm board, but Lonely? Yes!
Man did we have a good marriage. Ate together, rarely went to bed mad at one another. Great conversations. Now, there is no one....
My daughter is too little to _______ , I don't know, Have good dinner conversation. She is taking it well... Playing with neighbor kids.
So now I sit by myself and eat my supper.
I try to date just for the company but every one that I have taken out says its too soon!
TOO SOON FOR WHAT? Having a dinner with someone. I have thought about getting a prostitute just for someone to eat with.
I think that Im a good guy. Not a law breaker, Have a job, my own apartment. I hate to lie.
Just to FU^^Ing old to know how to act around women.