BROKE LEFT JOB LOVE WIFE SAW HERE 1st TIMe in a month TOTAL LOSS and AT END

marshsc · 11-25-2010, 12:58 PM

I hope u read this. 38 days or so in truck. I hope u look around at dinner and think where I am. I would never in my life on my death bed put u there. But I am there. Think all I have done for u. Not against u. Against was only because I was left to die in utah. 2 or 3 years of no river. Jail. No family. No nothing and now THANKSGIVING in truck.look what I gave. My mom gave. How many times I asked u to forget. Now we loose it all. Blame me because u cut phone. I will take it all as I am taking it harder than u could ever handle and I don't know how I am handling it now. Not much a care about anymore except u and kids. HAPPY THANKSGIVING.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 01:28 PM

Tent by the river. Haha. No a lifetime of regret is what WE have at 48.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 01:31 PM

Funny thing is all it takes with me is one statement. I would say in a moment. But I know u can't. Family.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 01:35 PM

Gave u car. House. Dogs. List ew verything else. Lost kids.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 02:01 PM

U forked me. U killed me.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 03:04 PM

I just ate dinner at coast christian for dinner. Thank u hunny
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 04:53 PM

I forking hate my life. Thankful for me leaving state to nothing. Remember crying the day I was going to leave and didnt to comfort u.Wishing I would have never lelt. Worst thankggiving I have ever had. Don't want to live.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 05:01 PM

I guess I just need to sleep. I am sad and destroyed. That is it.I so miss your voice.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 05:16 PM

My heart is wasted to the max. Holidays and all I want to do is crawl in a hole.
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marshsc · 11-25-2010, 07:58 PM

And now find out she asked my. Best friend to go to high school reunion with her whil$e I was in utah. Great plan
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marshsc · 11-26-2010, 10:57 AM

I loved u so much. I should have never went to uta
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marshsc · 11-26-2010, 03:30 PM

U say brother was going to get job. What after high school reunion with my best friend
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marshsc · 11-26-2010, 04:25 PM

Either pay lawyers everything to go over small stuff. House still could be saved. But u won't talk. There is mediation center that is 25 an hour I think and the paralegal said. Its a lot better than 400 an hour.was it worth it to just kick me out. U blame me for all of it but what would u have done if I told u to not come home from utah and cut off my phone. Talk or loose it all faster as I just got the notice of intent to accelerate. Think please. Mediation. I do love u
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marshsc · 11-27-2010, 11:51 AM

Pastor chris would like to talk. Make the call.
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marshsc · 11-27-2010, 12:16 PM

I guess in about a year when its all gone. We will look at kids gone and regret all. I know I regret all now. I will always love u
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