Well, I ended up telling my mom on Dec. 12th and it went better than I expected. I know my mom has not experienced a loss, but she has been really great and surprisingly hasn't said anything insensitive. Sometimes she talks without thinking and says some really bad things. She said she thought something was going on with me, but didn't want to intrude by asking. I am glad I told someone, as it was tough to deal with. I think about that little baby I lost a lot and feel some more closure as time goes on. It's still hard to watch my cousin go on with her pregnancy, knowing I should be there too, but I think I'm doing ok.
I kept teasing my husband, for the past couple weeks, that all I want for Christmas is to be pregnant and I found out yesterday that I got my wish. I'm due at the end of August with another little one and we're both thrilled!