06-26-2012, 02:06 PM
Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: Henniker, the only one on Earth
| | Re: Feeling empty
Probably the cysts are mechanically preventing sperm from reaching your eggs. I bet seeing a competent reproductive specialist will set things right. It sounds like you are well aware of your issues and desires and have a plan. Give it your best shot and if you don't reach success on that path, switch to Plan B and if necessary Plan C, all of which I'm sure you have up your sleeve. In the meantime, do all you can to make sure you will have time with your child/ren when he/she/they arrive. I don't think there is anything wrong with strongly desiring children in your life and feeling afloat at sea without them. Biologically and spiritually, we are designed to have children. Some choose not to, or in spite of everything, can't, but invariably children cross their paths in one way or another, and so everyone contributes one way or another to the next generation.
I bet whether you have your own children or not, you will come across at least one youngster you will feel a bond with, Native Americans and others call these spirit children/spirit parent relationships. They are very special. You will feel a sort of instant recognition, that's how you know. It's even more so when the spirit child is your own. So may that happen to you.