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Join Date: Jun 2008
Posts: 177
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Love Hurts...so bad...here is my latest
Dear Shelly,
Where do we go, what will we do
I need you to open your mind, dig deep inside of you
I want to show my world, I want you to see
Reminisce about us and Introduce you to me
You gave me your hand and loaned me your ear
Four powerful words I wanted you to hear
Years have passed since I dropped to my knee
“Shellyanne *********, Will you Marry Me”
Then came the day, one of my dreams
A blessing wrapped in white, pure as an angel it seemed
Two souls combined and sealed with a kiss
The joy I felt not even GOD could have planned this
Together we ventured into the unknown and into the new
And it was Together we stood and together we grew
Life threw us ups and life gave us downs
Soon we bought a house and left that quiet beach side town
Friends started to come, and friends would go
At the end of day it was coming home to you that made me glow
For you offered me comfort and gave me peace
Little did I know that day would soon cease
Our paths started to widen, and secrets started to build
Lies filled our minds, and distance became our shields
Reality set in and are worlds started to split
When will this end how bad will it get
Our past became our present, as we hid from the truth
This can’t be happen, not to me and you
Our hearts grew heavy, Emotions began to boil
We let this happen, We brought on this turmoil
We should have talked it out, We should have said our piece
Instead we dropped our heads and stared at our feet
Silence widened the gap and we welcomed defeat
Together we were strong, alone and confused we were weak
Our love was stretched to the limits, our bond put to the test
You wanted to avoid me and your friends helped with the rest
I should have stopped drinking, I should have walked away
But Angered filled my soul and evil had his way
Now we sit here broken, a shadow of our past
Our futures inter twined, but on two separate paths
Is this how it will end is this what’s meant to be
Well I embrace this struggle so **** perception and **** our previous tendencies
It was you I gave my heart to and it is for you I breathe
I begged for your forgiveness and offered you my apology
Your love is what I WANT, but not what I NEED
It is you I want in my life, for your love I am willing to bleed.
I can’t promise you tomorrow but I can deliver today
If we continue to act like strangers, I would rather walk away
I value our friendship but we must rebuild our intimacy
With a little blind faith, we can destroy this barrier between you and me
I love your family and I loved you too
But I don’t know how much more of this I can go through
I want to hold you in my arms, I want you to be mine
I thought our love would keep us strong but it only made us blind
You were my life Shelly, I held you up high
But the day you removed your rings part of my soul died
I know we have problems and I know they seem perplex
So where do we go now, what will come next?
You don’t seem to trust me, or know who I am
So let me show you my world, show you this man
Come a little closer and listen to me
Have seat on the bed because here comes the finale
First and foremost, I am your husband
Not some dude, not a roommate, not even just a friend
So no matter where were going or where we’ve been
You are the one I dedicated my life to. You the one I have chosen
I don’t care where I go or what I do
As long as I have my skateboard, and hopefully you
We could go to China, Costa, Brazil, or Japan
I doesn’t matter what country where in, I’m still the same man
I love skating, surfing, and diving we’ll see
Staying Indoors or outdoors, its all the same to me
I can do it with friends, family, you or alone
Not a lot bothers me except the unknown
We could jump out of an airplane or dive to the bottom of the sea
I’m down to backpack Europe, or explore Costa Rican cities
You can call me a crazy, outgoing, or just an adrenaline junkie
I welcome adventure and unexpected contingencies
I bought you a car, house, and helped with your dreams
You have a puppy that loves you and a dumb dog who acts mean
You wanted to start school and study marine biology
I still love and cherish you, even though you’re a freaking hippie
So if our lives similar and our goals are the same
Why do we keep playing around, this isn’t a game
The time has come, we have choices to make
Will we continue or is this where we break
I’m asking you one last time, so think long and hard
Will you give me a second chance, will you let down your guard
The decision you make is permanent
So think before you speak and speak what is meant
You are my world and you were my light
So I say my prayers, tell you I love you, and maybe for the last time goodnight.
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