I don't know why but I wrote it...hope it helps someone...
Lord
My soul feels hollow this morning
Tethered and beaten from joyful memories
Taunting me, reaching for me
My Tears Become trapped
Flowing from a stream of anguish and inequity
Caused from broken promises and shattered dreams
Nights become my days
Offering no escape from reality
Gravity torments my weary eyes
Staring into the emptiness as the pendulum ticks
Yesterday’s glee occupying my minds vacancy
Why must I defy me
Tormented by cataclysmic Illusions and twisted fantasy
I look for your hand Lord to pull me through this haze,
With you by my side I’ll make it through today