I Totally Lost My Husband's Trust and Maybe, My Husband?
Well, my husband thinks I may be cheating on him which is far from the truth. He is accusing me, so I am almost enticed to do so. Reason is because I have been coming home from the gym late, I have been talking to this guy. It is nothing serious. We are just friends. I tell my husband where I am at all the time and I think he should trust me. I am near the point where I want a divorce. Our whole marriage has been stressful, and once he put the ring on my finger, he changed. I feel I have been doing everything. I am the negotiator, the planner, etc. He relies on me heavily to the point where I feel it is one sided. I give and give and never recieve anything in return.
I even tried to be intimate with him the other day, and he coughed on me and told me move out of the way. He does not respond to me or look at me the same. I have pretty much had it. When he does this, it hurts my feelings and he knows this, but yet he continues. He also feels I am not going anywhere no matter what he does. I don't know. It used to be that way. I am afraid to say that I am ready to move on.
I told my sister about this, and she thinks the reason that he thinks I am cheating is because he is cheating. She is asking me how I am missing this and honestly, I told her, I do not see any signs he is cheating on me. Although he could be, I do not have any proof to back this up.
I think our marriage is about to expire. I want to file for divorce, but I know he would not be in compliance with this because I am the reason he is functioning in society and I am a very good woman. I felt I have been very good to him. He knows this. So can I still get a divorce without him agreeing to it and how can I do this the cheapest way possible. Also, other feedback is appreciated as well.