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I know I post a lot of these, some good some bad...but they help me. Enjoy again, comments/criticism always welcome.
Whats to come?
I often sit here and wonder what’s to come
What is life going to deliver or do I even care?
You said only if it is meant to be
But fate can’t decide when we live in fear

I asked you for a second chance
You told me you simply didn’t know
I patiently wait for your answer
But with this distance how is our bond suppose to re-grow

Take a step back and look around you
You hang out with other men and we sleep in separate rooms
I know they are friends and you cherish our vows
But I miss our friendship, I hope it returns soon

I love you and I can’t believe the pain I caused
I didn’t even know that I possessed that ability
I was suppose to be your protector in life
Instead, with my betrayal, I delivered you into reality

Now we run from our desires and emotions
Not yet wanting to recommit we avoid intimacy
Causing your minds eye to lay awake
Are we blinded only by fear or are there underlying fallacies

I stand here today and offer you up my life
I believe, again, we can become strong and time will tell
I am willing to make my sacrifices to uphold my commitments
I would rather strive to reach heaven, then continue living in this hell

I ask you once again Shelly
Lets us quit following images and our imaginations
Take me back into your life, come stand by my side
No longer can I be prey to this desolate Isolation

Yeah I wonder what’s to come
Do I want to know what life delivers, do I care?
Not if it means I am going to repeat my past
Not if I don’t see you there.