Re: I don't know what to do
she is not interested in seeing anyone, I want to but she refuses, I can't talk to her because she just attacks, verbally, physically. If it was just as simple as she is angry for a reason, then I wouldn't be asking for help, it is so easy for me to love her, but it seems so har for her to love me, to see me, to hear me. She wants me to be remorseful but then when I am when I beg her, its not good enough, I am not good enough and I don't know how not to hurt her, because nothing i do seems not to hurt her, I provide for her I take care of her I love her, I am kind I have never hurt her, I am not perfect, but but I feel so small because somehow I have damaged her and some how I keep breaking her, and she reminds me all the time. and I don't know, I cannot understand what it is.