Hi everyone, I would really appreciate some feedback from any of you that can give me your opinions. I have been agonizing over this for a couple days now and I don't know if I am just being a paranoid lunatic or what.
Little background info, me and husband have been together 20 years, sex life has always been tame and vanilla. In these 20 years of sex, I have never had an orgasm with him, ever. Few years back I decided to take on the challenge and learn how to do it myself, successfully
. Anyways, since then I have been much more open to experimenting but he is too shy or whatever the problem might be (he is a horrible communicator and also passive aggressive). Over a year ago, I was trying to explain to him about the gspot, he was not really interested in hearing about it - makes him uncomfortable. So I dropped it.
Flash forward a couple days ago, I will apologize now if this is too much information but it is what it is. So the other day we are getting intimate, and out of the blue he is "perfectly" touching my gspot - now when I say perfectly I mean like textbook perfect, no fumbling around. Had the whole "come hither" motion perfected.
Afterwards I am like wow, where did you learn how to do that?
His reply is "well each woman or they say for each woman it is different"
I asked what woman? (He has only been with me and couple others but this is when he was under 18 and they were not experimental at all)
Then he says well you gave me hints - I asked what hints did I give you - we haven't talked about this in over a year?
Then he exploded with anger. Telling me to shut the fu@k up, and fine he is never doing that again, he's sorry he even had sex with me etc etc.
He said I was accusing him of cheating, when I thought maybe he just took some initiative and googled it or read it somewhere or asked a buddy, I was just interested where he found out how to do it perfectly.
Now since the whole fiasco my gut is churning, I just have this feeling in my gut that he has cheated on me. It doesn't seem logical to me why he would explode with anger - my tone was not accusatory at all when I asked him. I have been searching everywhere for any possible signs that he might have - checked cell and computer, nothing. So have I lost it and am just being paranoid or what would any of you think if you experienced this?
I thought maybe he might be too shy to admit he googled, but I know for a fact he didn't - I checked history - recovered deleted history and there is no indication of reading up on gspot.
Please anyone what are your thoughts on him learning this new trick out of the blue without any reading reference, and by the way he exploded with anger. Thanks so much.