04-22-2011, 08:13 PM
Join Date: Apr 2011
| | Re: I want out, but dont know how.
He has never physically touched me in anger, just all of the mental games that he is so good at. And that is what scares me because now I watch my daughters cringe when they know he is coming home, the are so peaceful when he is working. He holds all of the cards, all of the finances, the car, the insurance.. I do not work, when the kids were born I stopped working to become a sahm, and now am disabled w a hereditary disease that has made it impossible for me to be employed. So here I sit, afraid to leave because I don't want to disrupt their lives, or make them go without something that they may need because I felt their father made my life hard. Sometimes I think it would be easier if he would just leave us..