I failed again last night.
He finally texted back last night and told me to leave the tox documents in the foyer (the rest of the house is separate and lockable.) I asked him to leave the keys too, as he forgot to leave them as well. Forgot, or did it on purpose because he took offense to that.
He had started a new trivia crack game with me. I declined it again and said that I wasn't ready to "be friends. Told him my heart had to let him go before we could try that. I wasn't ready."
Him: "i see"
Me: "do you see?"
Me: "what do you see?"
Him: "I'm sh!t to you now"
me: "you dont see at all"
him: "i see you dont love me anymore. you think I am going to rob you. "you think im sh!t to you now."
me: "youre looking through the wrong lens."
him: (he replied with something strange, I had zero clue what he was trying to say) "i see i'm making all request of me and still dont see you filling thru" ??
me: "i dont understand what you meant with that last text"
him: "youre killing me!!! tearing me down."
me: "im not trying to. im trying to heal me."
And that was it. :-/
BAD, bad GA HEART.