Okay for this topic it's going to be quite a interesting one. As stated in my title for this thread, I need help from anyone willing to offer constructive advice.
1.
Are woman and men literally meant to mislead each other? The reason why I say this is because I've read so many woman(assumed) on here that always spout that they'd rather a man be honest and upfront about your feelings. But in my experience, woman take that type of vulnerability and run with it. By the time they're finished you feel like the literal life has been drained out of you. Note this is a real question and no hidden agenda to bash women or anything.
2.
How to deal with emotions? Growing up I was taught a man was strong and while we do pursue woman or 'chase skirts' ultimately the goal was to get the woman to chase us or need us. But unfortunately and probably from growing up a woman dominate house with literally only one male figure in my life I tend to have to emotional template typically associated with women. I want my partner around me majority of the time, I'm not really interested in having multiple partners and is waaaay more interested in finding that right one. And finally once I've found the person that I think to be the right one I become clingy and needy. Luckily, I'm bi-polar so growing up without meds I've learned a lot of my own signals when I'm descending into my 'crazier' mentalities so forcing myself to not ACT clingy is kind of easy when compared to other problems I have.
3.
How do I get over my subconscious hatred for women? Even though I'm completely hetero, I've noticed that I have an almost innate hatred of women. I know it stems from the way I've been treated and betrayed in the past and usually knowing is half the battle but I haven't been able to move past simply knowing that. Coupled with the fact that I'm probably a bitter person because of those things too. But also keeping in mind I tend not to show anyone besides my mother my true emotion usually just smiling **** off so it's not like I'm going around being a **** to every woman I see but after getting cheated on and lied too or left for the common thug down street I've come to notice I get a sick sense of joy when these same females future relationships fail and ultimately my harboring of the hatred can not be healthy on any level.
1.
Are woman and men literally meant to mislead each other? The reason why I say this is because I've read so many woman(assumed) on here that always spout that they'd rather a man be honest and upfront about your feelings. But in my experience, woman take that type of vulnerability and run with it. By the time they're finished you feel like the literal life has been drained out of you. Note this is a real question and no hidden agenda to bash women or anything.
2.
How to deal with emotions? Growing up I was taught a man was strong and while we do pursue woman or 'chase skirts' ultimately the goal was to get the woman to chase us or need us. But unfortunately and probably from growing up a woman dominate house with literally only one male figure in my life I tend to have to emotional template typically associated with women. I want my partner around me majority of the time, I'm not really interested in having multiple partners and is waaaay more interested in finding that right one. And finally once I've found the person that I think to be the right one I become clingy and needy. Luckily, I'm bi-polar so growing up without meds I've learned a lot of my own signals when I'm descending into my 'crazier' mentalities so forcing myself to not ACT clingy is kind of easy when compared to other problems I have.
3.
How do I get over my subconscious hatred for women? Even though I'm completely hetero, I've noticed that I have an almost innate hatred of women. I know it stems from the way I've been treated and betrayed in the past and usually knowing is half the battle but I haven't been able to move past simply knowing that. Coupled with the fact that I'm probably a bitter person because of those things too. But also keeping in mind I tend not to show anyone besides my mother my true emotion usually just smiling **** off so it's not like I'm going around being a **** to every woman I see but after getting cheated on and lied too or left for the common thug down street I've come to notice I get a sick sense of joy when these same females future relationships fail and ultimately my harboring of the hatred can not be healthy on any level.