I Have A Bad Crush... Looking For Support
Okay, I've been in my fair share of relationships, and a few years ago I came to the conclusion that I would NEVER have strong feelings towards someone like I did when I was a teenager. My last relationship.... I loved him, but we were never really in LOVE, and I never felt extremely amorous about him.
Now to the weird part. I started working in a new office, and there is this guy, and no kidding here, made my heart pound through my ears the moment we made eye contact. He came to the office I was at before transfering to the new one to meet me and tell me how to get into the building. He's kinda my supervisor but not like my boss boss, if you know what I mean. More like a shift supervisor, I suppose.
He's such my type it is scary. He's not like drop-dead hot like David Boreanez or anything, but he's definately cute. He's in his early forties, kinda short (but taller than me), kinda stocky, but a fantastic smile. He's really funny and smart, and he has a lot of the same interests as me.
I just want to make this clear: I DON'T CRUSH ON PEOPLE! I've meet and hung out with guys who I wound't mind dating, but this.... I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE!! It's been like this for the past few weeks. Between our introduction and me working with him was about a month, and I was just attracted to him. But now that we work together about 6 hours a week....
He's kinda flirty with me, but not overtly. One time he did something right and said, "How does he do it? He's so smart, funny, and good-looking, too." I laughed. Last time I saw him he said he had to leave at his scheduled time no matter what, and I said, "Really? No matter what?"
"Come hell or high water, I'm leaving."
"Even if I beg?"
He than said, "Okay, fine, I'll stay. And when I get called in at 3am I'll call you up and say, 'Oh, hey Amanda, how's it going? Your clock says three am? So does mine!"
I then told him I wouldn't mind, and he smiled. I've caught him watching me every once in awhile (but maybe he's seeing if I'm messing things up). Sometimes looking down at my chest very, very briefly. He's been getting a little more flirtier every week. This is week three, and I'll be in his office at the end of this week (I'm shared between the offices, you see).
Anyways, if there are any drugs you can give me to deal with this via online, that would be much appreciated.