Hello everyone...looking for someone to talk to,some advice I guess,Been married 25 yrs now(I am now 50 she is 53),
I used to work for a major retailer as a store manager(however had to give that up due to 3 back surgeries)>So now I stay home make sure house is clean,I cook,do all the housework make sure my wife is taken care of.However that's where it ends,she has been very grouchy,moody,smokes like a chimney and talks on the phone constantly,she is a director of nursing (so she claims its all business).Today however had a huge kick in the nuts,her phone rang I didn't recognize the name (so yea I looked at her phone)this person left a text.Well when I started to read the history it was like a kick in the groin.There has been back and forth for about 5 months now(he texts her. she calls him a lot of sweet talk).I confronted her immediately and got a its not what you think yea I was born at night not last night),Called the guy claims theyre just friends ,Hes married so I asked him if he would like me texting his wife and other profanities).
I feel so betrayed its not possible to put into words,oh by the way she works 6 days a week and barely says two words to me,yet has time to talk to this clown.
Here is my dilemma,I have zero savings not much family support,and have 5 dogs which are my world,and live in constant pain.
We are also in the middle of home renovations .my credit has gone to crap so we could fix hers and the house.
If I leave where can I go with 5 dogs and no credit(I also suffer from severe depression so They are my constant companions,no friends either,my brother will take me in but they have 2 dogs of their own..and I don't want to feel like a burden on anyone.
I will be filing bankruptcy next month so I pretty much have to stay put(I figure I can live on the second floor but its just so hard,I feel like my world has been shattered under my feet.
Sorry for rambling and not making much sense but I just need to put this out there,,,having to start life over at 50 with zero support is hard..thanks for listening:crying:
I used to work for a major retailer as a store manager(however had to give that up due to 3 back surgeries)>So now I stay home make sure house is clean,I cook,do all the housework make sure my wife is taken care of.However that's where it ends,she has been very grouchy,moody,smokes like a chimney and talks on the phone constantly,she is a director of nursing (so she claims its all business).Today however had a huge kick in the nuts,her phone rang I didn't recognize the name (so yea I looked at her phone)this person left a text.Well when I started to read the history it was like a kick in the groin.There has been back and forth for about 5 months now(he texts her. she calls him a lot of sweet talk).I confronted her immediately and got a its not what you think yea I was born at night not last night),Called the guy claims theyre just friends ,Hes married so I asked him if he would like me texting his wife and other profanities).
I feel so betrayed its not possible to put into words,oh by the way she works 6 days a week and barely says two words to me,yet has time to talk to this clown.
Here is my dilemma,I have zero savings not much family support,and have 5 dogs which are my world,and live in constant pain.
We are also in the middle of home renovations .my credit has gone to crap so we could fix hers and the house.
If I leave where can I go with 5 dogs and no credit(I also suffer from severe depression so They are my constant companions,no friends either,my brother will take me in but they have 2 dogs of their own..and I don't want to feel like a burden on anyone.
I will be filing bankruptcy next month so I pretty much have to stay put(I figure I can live on the second floor but its just so hard,I feel like my world has been shattered under my feet.
Sorry for rambling and not making much sense but I just need to put this out there,,,having to start life over at 50 with zero support is hard..thanks for listening:crying: