05-20-2012, 11:06 AM
Join Date: Dec 2011
| | Re: Please help...I want to save my marriage!
Just wanted to update everyone on my current situation. I filed for divorce back in April and am going to take depositions and file the final divorce decree tomorrow.
I still have days that feel like a thousand knives are digging into my heart, but have come such a long way thanks to counseling, friends, and family. I also started working, which helps me to socialize, and am doing photography, art, and graphic design again. I miss the companionship so much, but I am better off alone than miserable.
As for him. I don't talk to him anymore. He sent me a text and told me that he got the papers and that he didn't want to me to hate him anymore, that we both had our heads up our asses for a while. He also said that he wanted things to go smoothly since he had caused so much of my time to be ****ty. I guess he's just trying to make himself feel less guilty. But as far as I know, he is still with this girl. I find it sickening. She's still a teenager and he's nearing 30.