This should probably be a taboo subject
Somehow the wife and I got onto the subject of her past boyfriends. Remember I am retroactively jealous and trying my best to get over this condition. And I'm thinking the more exposure I have to my wife's past the more desensitized I will become to it. So far it's working, we've talked about her previous relationships before and it used to bother me, but not so much now because I'm realizing I can trust her.
So for some reason I had to take it up a notch yesterday. I dunno why I did, but I did. I asked about who of the guys she ever dated had the biggest penis. We've discussed this in the past but I asked it again yesterday. She told me again it was a biker dude that she briefly dated way before I came along. She said the guy ought to be a porn Star. In the past she told me it was too uncomfortable because it was so big, but yesterday when I had mentioned that she had only had sex w him a couple of times because it was uncomfortable she admitted that it was more than twice and it actually felt good. She only told me it was uncomfortable in the past because I was too sensitive and took the discussion the wrong way. So yesterday I didn't show any emotion, it was just a matter of fact discussion. But I have to admit to still being very jealous and a bit hurt that she told me a lie in the past, even if it was to protect my feelings. I'm no slouch in the penis dept, I'm about 6.5 inches with a sizable girth. But I find myself feeling jealous of this other guy. I asked for specifics on her sexual experience with this guy but she refused to go any further and said she was afraid I would just use it against her in the future.
So ladies, is this a subject you've discussed with your husbands? If not, would you discuss it with your husband? Guys, have you ever had this discussion with your wife? If so, and you weren't the biggest, did it make you feel jealous?