Re: So it's been 2 weeks
It is a sad commentary on your church (or perhaps the Church in general) that you are lacking connection. Connection is what the Christian life is all about, but somehow the emphasis is not where it should be, which should be bringing people together in loving relationships.
It sounds like you don't have any friends. That is not healthy. You need friends. People you can be transparent with and enjoy spending time with. Don't you have friendships with other ministers? In my city, a lot of the pastors get together for coffee and prayer.
Quite frankly, this isolation is extremely unhealthy and you should make it a priority to do something about it. Join something that gets you out of the house. Make it a priority. There are basketball leagues, baseball leagues, etc.
Get some guys together and go play pool or darts. I know you don't feel comfortable in bars and I do understand that people notice their pastor at a bar, but if that happens, go say hi and don't be shy about it. I am not a pastor, but I'm a serious Christian. I often hang out in a local bar to sing karaoke. I drink whiskey. So far, I haven't been struck by lightening and my Christian friends are still my friends and prayer partners.