Join Date: Feb 2011
Location: My side of the street
Re: So it's been 2 weeks
I really feel for you, and I understand your loneliness and frustration. All I can tell you is, for all of us, having a relationship with God takes work. Even when we are no longer in the "honeymoon phase." There are times when I find reading the bible downright blah. Other times, I hear it speak to me. I honestly believe God is speaking to you; you just need to be still and listen. Could it possibly be time for you to sit home alone one evening and just talk to God. Some call it prayer, but I'm not into all that "thee" and "thou" nonsense. Just spill your guts. I've even screamed at God, but at least I got out of my system what I needed to. Just a suggestion ...
I refuse to make anyone a priority in my life who considers me nothing more than an option.
You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one.