So its me again a month after my wife had an affair and left me for another man.
So what has four weeks taught me? Am I moving on or caught up in the past and present? Do I still want to get back with my wife?
My wife after the first couple weeks don't speak now. She is in the thrawls of her new relationship making his home everything she wants it to be. He's completely redone the yard and now going to put in flooring that matches my home. Whatever she wants he is happy to oblige.
Right now I feel angry, hurt, betrayed, and worried about her kids, "2 of which" that chose to live with me. I am planning a divorce, but the kids think she will snap out of her reality. The only reality is that she is doing anything she wants to make her feel better about herself and ignoring everyone that said they love her.
Am I caught up in my relationship with her. Yes so am, and doing everything I can to move on. I'm going out with friends, joined two gyms and lost 14lb in a month. I even have a date next Tuesday with a hot woman that puts my wife's looks to shame. None of this matters till I can learn to let go and embrace the facts of my life.
Do I want to get back with my wife, I want to say no, and so pray that I will have moved on if she does try to come back.
You do so much reflection when your emotions are raw. Discover and face character flaws you never looked at before. Ultimately I will be a better stronger person, I just have to make the hurdle.
So what has four weeks taught me? Am I moving on or caught up in the past and present? Do I still want to get back with my wife?
My wife after the first couple weeks don't speak now. She is in the thrawls of her new relationship making his home everything she wants it to be. He's completely redone the yard and now going to put in flooring that matches my home. Whatever she wants he is happy to oblige.
Right now I feel angry, hurt, betrayed, and worried about her kids, "2 of which" that chose to live with me. I am planning a divorce, but the kids think she will snap out of her reality. The only reality is that she is doing anything she wants to make her feel better about herself and ignoring everyone that said they love her.
Am I caught up in my relationship with her. Yes so am, and doing everything I can to move on. I'm going out with friends, joined two gyms and lost 14lb in a month. I even have a date next Tuesday with a hot woman that puts my wife's looks to shame. None of this matters till I can learn to let go and embrace the facts of my life.
Do I want to get back with my wife, I want to say no, and so pray that I will have moved on if she does try to come back.
You do so much reflection when your emotions are raw. Discover and face character flaws you never looked at before. Ultimately I will be a better stronger person, I just have to make the hurdle.