Re: No contact rule questions
Andy and Evinrude,
Thank you. That is why I come here. For understanding and encouragement. It took a lot for me to do this. The friendship that we had and the relationship that we had was right. It was like it was meant to be. There are reasons that I have held on. I don't have time to write ALL the reasons that I felt that way. I try to put the main things out there. She was sweet and she was good. THEN it all started to change. Obviously I would be crazy to hang on to someone who uses me. But it was not always that way. It is hard to let go and, you can probably tell, part of me has been kicking and screaming to keep that from happening.
I took a big step today, thanks to you all. But it's like some would criticize me if I did anything less than throw her crap out, set it on fire, go ape$****, etc just to show that I have balls.