k-ci

Me and my husband are both in the military... We are always away from eachother so when we do live together for a while after being away from eachother for so long its like we start the cycle again of learning how to live with eachother. It is very ennoying and painful and I kinda started not to care anymore. Instead of crying my heart out trying to get him not to be mad at me (because he likes to keep grudges) I just started to let things be and not wait after him to stop being angry. It was getting to that point... Things eventually go back to normal until one of us has to go away again for a while. This time around I started drinking a lot more behind his bck and he dosent even know it... I just get so caught up I need something to calm me because I just feel like Im going crazy... What is going on here!? Has anyone ever been through this??