06-13-2012, 05:52 PM
Join Date: Jun 2012
| | Re: Whats the worst thing your spouse has said about you in MC?
Originally Posted by lamaga
Confused, that's abominable.
I know. She's said other things that were pretty vicious as well but I'm not totally innocent either. In that case though it wasn't triggered by anything I said that was messed up. In this instance it was just her trying to say the most hurtful thing possible to me.
Of course she apologized the next day, blamed it on alcohol and xanax. Her crutch. It is what it is though. I will be better off, she's back at our house with her brother now so I know she's safe, no need to really talk to her. Time to officially disengage. Its going to be hard though.
From the outside looking in I'd tell one of my friends "how can it be so hard after all that she has said and done to you?" Well that part is just unexplainable, I don't understand it myself. Maybe thats why I joined this board, to kind of try to get an understanding through other peoples experiences because right now I don't now if its because I'm too nice, too forgiving, love her too much or if I just have a screw loose and love the abuse.