08-07-2012, 02:51 AM
Join Date: Jul 2012
Location: central coast
| | wanting to walk
Im in my second marriage been together for 10 years 2 kids together and kids from previous marriages on both sides
Very unstable argumentative lying ex on his side. His kids have been living with us for 2 years .
The mother in law up until a month ago i thought i got on with has been upset with the way i treat her grandkids and it come to ahead and ive told her how i feel and she didnt like it. The 18yr old daughter that stayed with mum kicked it off with mother in law saying i was keeping her father from her and then the ball rolled with every grype the kids have ever had with me from cleaning the room to wat they take for lunch. Its just been 10yrs a drama and im just sick of it.
I work 4 days a week to help finance the extra mouths to feed private school etc there mum pays nothing. my husband works in our business that is his life long dream that isnt paying enough for everything.
I do everything house, yard if i get angry and make a seen i get some help while thats happening but besides that nothing
He is very demanding with me wanting sex constantly whether i want it or not and he feels im just angry all the time im really resenting the whole lot of them . I love him but dont want this life....He tells me he loves me constantly but looks at porn He know this angers me so he has just become better at hiding it. Is this love Really??
Im really independent and just feel like walking am i being selfish. is this what marriage is ????
I just want to leave but know im doing wrong by the kids if i do so...