for those of you who followed the saga, and for those of you who are wondering what the heck... here's an update
and thank goodness too.
the way he left, i realize had he only said he was sorry, or showed an ounce of remorse, I would have yet again forgiven him and let him back into my home and heart. In retrospect, thank goodness he didn't.
I'm out of the hospital and healing - body and soul.
No, he didn't do it - his 17 yr old son did. And dad said he was PROUD of him for it. PRAISED him for it. Yep, after all of what he put me thru, that was the clincher.
I will always love the man he was - before his zombiehood took over. But he has finally done it.
I wish him well, and much happiness. Far, far away from me.
Thank you so much everyone for all your advice, and help and words of encouragement.
DC said it best to me a few weeks ago when he said - "He is being such an a$$ you could ride him down the grand canyon and he won't miss a step."
and now, hopefully some peace for me.