Re: Long sotry, prob familar. Need some support
with NYE looming I feel like this couldn't come at a better time. Its kind of forcing closuer into the past and hopes for a happier furture,
Had an interesting dream last night, both of my X's were morphed into one person for some reason and I was in the apartment breaking everything that reminded me of stbxw. I woke up sad for some reason, seems like the wrong emotion to that type of dream.
Anyway, excited to start IC on Thursday. I do have a date tonight which I an cautiously optimistic about. No expectations just want to enjoy the company of a happy person. Its been over a year since ive been around someone who genuinely wants to be around me and isn't just around me due to obligation.
Got two of the 6 books I ordered delivered today. No more mr and Awarness by demello. Think Ill start Awarness first.
Starting to see the light, its very dim and far but I do see it flickering......