Seriously..

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 11:30 AM

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Originally Posted by Jellybeans

Forget the song, forget what he says, look at what he's DOING. My guess is he's having an affair.

Mad, you need to drop this dude and fast. When you drop him, he just might realize what he lost. As long as you're present--he can't miss you. Put on your new dress this weekend, hit up that guy friend you have and go out and grab a drink. You are awesome and you need to show the world this

*Hugs* Thanks JB, I don't feel it right now

At this point I don't think he is, if he is then his 'lady friend' must tolerate a lot because he spends most of his free time talking to me at the moment?!

Also with the whole aspergers thing (no excuses) this may be his 'actions' but like I have said a gazillion times now, he knows I love him and I want this.. so the ball is in his court.

The song that made me feel ............. is YouTube - Elbow - One Day Like This

The lyrics are Drinking in the morning sun
Blinking in the morning sun
Shaking off the heavy one
Heavy like a loaded gun

What made me behave that way?
Using words I never say
I can only think it must be love
Oh, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

Someone tell me how I feel
It's silly wrong but vivid right
Oh, kiss me like the final meal
Yeah, kiss me like we die tonight

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see the light
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Oh, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

When my face is chamois-creased
If you think I'll wink, I did
Laugh politely at repeats
Yeah, kiss me when my lips are thin

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see you like
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Stumbling over what to say
Well, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

So throw those curtains wide!
One day like this a year'd see me right!

He wrote all this out for me about a month before he left and said every time he hears it, it reminds him of me..

Jellybeans · 03-18-2011, 11:33 AM

I have a new song for you... Cee-Lo's "F*ck you"

Seriously. If you haven't heard it, google it. Switch up the game plan my dear!

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 11:38 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jellybeans

Forget the song, forget what he says, look at what he's DOING. My guess is he's having an affair.

Mad, you need to drop this dude and fast. When you drop him, he just might realize what he lost. As long as you're present--he can't miss you. Put on your new dress this weekend, hit up that guy friend you have and go out and grab a drink. You are awesome and you need to show the world this

At this point I don't think he is, if he is then his 'lady friend' but tolerate a lot because he spends most of his free time talking to me at the moment?!

Also with the whole aspergers thing (no excuses) this may be his 'actions' but like I have said a gazillion times now, he knows I love him and I want this.. so the ball is in his court.

The song that made me feel ............. is YouTube - Elbow - One Day Like This

The lyrics are Drinking in the morning sun
Blinking in the morning sun
Shaking off the heavy one
Heavy like a loaded gun

What made me behave that way?
Using words I never say
I can only think it must be love
Oh, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

Someone tell me how I feel
It's silly wrong but vivid right
Oh, kiss me like the final meal
Yeah, kiss me like we die tonight

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see the light
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Oh, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

When my face is chamois-creased
If you think I'll wink, I did
Laugh politely at repeats
Yeah, kiss me when my lips are thin

Cause holy cow, I love your eyes
And only now I see you like
Yeah, lying with me half-awake
Stumbling over what to say
Well, anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day

So throw those curtains wide!
One day like this a year'd see me right!

He wrote all this out for me about a month before he left and said every time he hears it, it reminds him of me.. My H loves my eyes..... or did..

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 12:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jellybeans

I have a new song for you... Cee-Lo's "F*ck you"

Seriously. If you haven't heard it, google it. Switch up the game plan my dear!

I have the album

Love it! and very old but F.U.R.B lol

vivea · 03-18-2011, 12:42 PM

AmI can you do at least do 4 days with NC at all.
It'll be hell for you BUT try.I did it,I actually did 7 days before that but he asked for it and I had to do it.The 4 days were when I asked for him to not contact me.
Please ,no FB,no text. Only kids talk to him ...

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 12:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by vivea

AmI can you do at least do 4 days with NC at all.
It'll be hell for you BUT try.I did it,I actually did 7 days before that but he asked for it and I had to do it.The 4 days were when I asked for him to not contact me.
Please ,no FB,no text. Only kids talk to him ...

Babe, I am going to do this starting on Monday, he's coming to pick up the kids tomoz and I will see him.. I am going to go out in the evening in some nice company (which I am as nervous as hell about) and I am going to spend Sunday with my children...

THEN Monday there's going to be a turn around x

This was on my friends status..
Dont dwell on the past. Focus on the future. Thats why the rearview mirror is smaller than the windshield!

rome2012 · 03-18-2011, 01:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jellybeans

I have a new song for you... Cee-Lo's "F*ck you"

Seriously. If you haven't heard it, google it. Switch up the game plan my dear!

Ooooooooohhhhhh.....I love it !!!!!!!

It's an upbeat get you in a good mood song !!!!!

Love, love, love it !!!!!!!

I'm gonna play it again right now !!!!!!

*singing*

"I've got some news for you
i really hate yo ass right now"

*dancing around*

"And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
**** you!
Oo, oo, ooo"

Babyheart · 03-18-2011, 01:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jellybeans

I have a new song for you... Cee-Lo's "F*ck you"

Seriously. If you haven't heard it, google it. Switch up the game plan my dear!

vivea · 03-18-2011, 01:54 PM

It's my favorite song BTW... I've been listening to it a lot in the car.

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 02:53 PM

I've listened to it a few times recently hehe..

Feeling like poo, looking at camera's and really would love his advice

Crankshaw · 03-18-2011, 03:05 PM

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Originally Posted by AmImad

I've listened to it a few times recently hehe..

Feeling like poo, looking at camera's and really would love his advice

don't stress, plenty of others who know more about cameras ready to give you advice.

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 03:13 PM

I've just researched on the internet.. See how I go..

I would have loved his input, it was a shared interest..

WhereAmI · 03-18-2011, 03:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AmImad

I've just researched on the internet.. See how I go..

I would have loved his input, it was a shared interest..

If you get his input, you may end up with a better camera.

If you don't get his input, you may end up a stronger woman who could be in a healthy relationship.

Camera vs. Healthy Relationship hmmmmm...

AmImad · 03-18-2011, 03:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by WhereAmI

If you get his input, you may end up with a better camera.

If you don't get his input, you may end up a stronger woman who could be in a healthy relationship.

Camera vs. Healthy Relationship hmmmmm...

Ok ok.. point taken!

vivea · 03-18-2011, 04:38 PM

Ami..baby let me know if you need help...I'm into photography and know a few things... I'm a Canon girl but can answer a general questions about any kind of cameras.