I just feel like I am in Catch 22, damned if I do and damned if I don't.
I love this man, I want to do what is right by my children and myself, him last.
I get conflicting advice, plan a, plan b, 180, no contact, be nice, be cold, show him you care, act like you don't care... be evasive and not tell him what's happening with the cancer, let him know what's going on with your illness.....
Can you see why I am so confused? I am sorry if I seemed short, but I am trying to get my head to work along side my heart, coz right now, the are working against each other.
I appreciate all the support and advice that I get from the people of TAM, I want my best friend, my lover, father of my children, my husband back, and he doesn't want to come back