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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
Mad, you are in a better place.
You just got the all-clear regarding the breast cancer.
That is awesome!!!
You have made it through a month and come out even stronger.
The sooner you detach, the better.
You are worth good things. Know that.
I agree with Jelly Beans, I find myself occasionally sinking back into that depressing hole and then think of the future...the new future. I honestly think that out of this whole experience you will blossom as a new and stronger person. Too often I think we lose our own individual self-perception and only see ourselves as our spouse used to perceive us. You sound like a really strong person. you just need to re-find that confident self-perception that you most likely used to have and start living again, confident and secure.
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Thank you Jelly and Thinner... in the past 5 months he has put me through hell and back, and I have been dealing with the big 'c' and 3 children and guess what I am still here!
I hate it when I feel low, *sings* then I go and spoilt it all by saying something stupid like I love yoooooooooooooou!
I am a jolly nice person, I wear my heart on my sleeve (something I am working on) I am not a Complete dog, I am a great mummy, my kids tell me every single day... I would make someone a great wife! HAHAHAHA *Coughs*
Ohhhhh if I don't joke I will cry Thank you all, we can all do it, all be in a better place, who knows a year down the line we could be saying what was all the fuss about?
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
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I hate it when I feel low, *sings* then I go and spoilt it all by saying something stupid like I love yoooooooooooooou![/qoute]
depends on who you say it to
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I am a jolly nice person, I wear my heart on my sleeve I am a beautiful Lady I am a great mummy, my kids tell me every single day... I will make someone a great wife!
Done, fixed it for you, you must need a new keyboard
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Ohhhhh if I don't joke I will cry Thank you all, we can all do it, all be in a better place, who knows a year down the line we could be saying what was all the fuss about?
*hugs* thanks Mr Crank, you always manage to bring a smile to my face..
You know what, I am pretty damn special (not in a window licking kinda way) I can't make him love me or want me.. If he think he can get better that THIS good luck to him.. one day he'll realise just how much he has thrown away and how difficult he makes life with his 'issues' I really honestly hope no other MUG will put up with him and he's f*cking lonely shell of a man and he feels a million times worse than he made me feel...
Honestly I DO think I am too GOOD for him.. I just need to remember that...
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
*hugs* thanks Mr Crank, you always manage to bring a smile to my face..
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You know what, I am pretty damn special (not in a window licking kinda way) I can't make him love me or want me.. If he think he can get better that THIS good luck to him.. one day he'll realise just how much he has thrown away and how difficult he makes life with his 'issues' I really honestly hope no other MUG will put up with him and he's f*cking lonely shell of a man and he feels a million times worse than he made me feel...
Honestly I DO think I am too GOOD for him.. I just need to remember that...
the scared little girl is quickly growing into a beautiful, confident princess :-)
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
Didn't have a very good sleep woke up feeling really empty, running things through my head, trying to understandthings, but how can I when I don't have any answers?? He doesn't contact me, he doesn't ask how I am, he clearly doesn't miss me... I think about texting him, but if he really wanted to contact me he would wouldn't he? I wonder if he ever sits & thinks of the good times? Misses hugs? Misses his best friend? Posted via Mobile Device
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
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