Phew! I was ready for "omg! you *****!" lol!!!! ! I told a gfriend and my mom. I was afraid of being judged....but then I figured no one knows exactly how im feeling, even if they've been there themelves, so eff it I need to do what makes me "happy." I look forwad to those texts when I wake up saying "good morning beautiful." I wake up, reach for my phone and there it is. I smile. Before those texts I stared at the empty pillow across from me that hadnt been empty in 14 years. I cried. I am enjoying starting my day with a smile and a giggle, rather than in tears. Even if it still also involves a little goober layin in a nice pee puddle on my bed
Phew! I was ready for "omg! you *****!" lol!!!! ! I told a gfriend and my mom. I was afraid of being judged....but then I figured no one knows exactly how im feeling, even if they've been there themelves, so eff it I need to do what makes me "happy." I look forwad to those texts when I wake up saying "good morning beautiful." I wake up, reach for my phone and there it is. I smile. Before those texts I stared at the empty pillow across from me that hadnt been empty in 14 years. I cried. I am enjoying starting my day with a smile and a giggle, rather than in tears. Even if it still also involves a little goober layin in a nice pee puddle on my bed
hey, mostly we are not into having a go at some one, unless we believe they need it to get themselves on track, we are pretty good people here, and are good listeners, you want to have a rant & rave, fine, go for it, all of us have done it one time or another, helps get anger & frustration out of the system, and thats a good thing, and the next thing you know some one has answered you, and have a real good idea for you to have a go at.
Also who are we to judge?! That's not why we are here, this is where I personally come for support. I may hear something that pisses me off or hurts, but sometimes gotta be cruel to be kind...
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
Also who are we to judge?! That's not why we are here, this is where I personally come for support. I may hear something that pisses me off or hurts, but sometimes gotta be cruel to be kind...
yeah, sorry about that, but as you said, sometimes gotta be cruel to be kind...oh, wait, that wasn't me, that was, hey where is she, haven't seen her this week !!!
yeah, sorry about that, but as you said, sometimes gotta be cruel to be kind...oh, wait, that wasn't me, that was, hey where is she, haven't seen her this week !!!
Don't forget also, this is all written word, you read it how you want to perceive it, it's not always the intention of the author xx
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Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
Re: how long has it been? 
100%
! I told a gfriend and my mom. I was afraid of being judged....but then I figured no one knows exactly how im feeling, even if they've been there themelves, so eff it I need to do what makes me "happy." I look forwad to those texts when I wake up saying "good morning beautiful." I wake up, reach for my phone and there it is. I smile. Before those texts I stared at the empty pillow across from me that hadnt been empty in 14 years. I cried. I am enjoying starting my day with a smile and a giggle, rather than in tears. Even if it still also involves a little goober layin in a nice pee puddle on my bed 
hey, mostly we are not into having a go at some one, unless we believe they need it to get themselves on track, we are pretty good people here, and are good listeners, you want to have a rant & rave, fine, go for it, all of us have done it one time or another, helps get anger & frustration out of the system, and thats a good thing, and the next thing you know some one has answered you, and have a real good idea for you to have a go at.
