05-12-2011, 07:58 AM
Join Date: May 2011
| | Re: saw a Lawyer....
Ha! Oh niceguy I'm done. It took 5yrs before my friends finally pushed me into a date with my husband..I think now, perhaps my friends will understand better when I tell them to kiss my ass...
This lawyer called me a very, very stupid woman...I was sad about that yesterday, but now after a nights rest I totally agree. I made really stupid choices because of my heart. The way I see it now...
I will continue grieving my loss, focus on my daughter and not get involved with another man for a very, very long time. The thing I'll miss most is the dream of growing old with this man. The memories we made both in our home, and while travelling. Last night a simple candle set me off, I remembered a night at the theatre (which I thought I'd hate, but really loved) and we walked hand in hand walking down a street that specialized in tourist stuff and he bought me a really unique candle, thanking me for loving him...I'm pretty simple and love just to hang at bar with beer, nuts and pool...his love was dinner and a play...and we both made it a point to "fit" into the other person's dreams...that's what I'll miss...