Re: Bit of a breakthrough
Well feel like I'm right back where i started.....since I found out he hasn't moved away I've cried more than i have done in months, he's on my mind all the time again....what if I see him, what if I don't see him, is that his car, is he still with her, is he not, is she living here too....I've even started dreaming about him again but the bit that annoys me the most is that I'm worrying about him. He's hanging around with the friends he was with when I met him and they are just not good for him....and I'm guilty that he might be going back to his old ways...I can't believe I'm feeling bad for him after all he's done....why couldn't he have just left the city with her like he said he was going too. Just when I was starting to think that there could be a good life without him I'm back to wanting him back above anything else.
This whole thing is just not fair on the ones left behind,