Thank you all for the Kind words...
I understand, everyone's situation is different and maybe yours is special...
with you in being accountable for are own actions. I believe in God and as well as my wife but our situation was at a lost and soon to go to DIVORCE but God intervened
you might not understands until you have a realization that you NEED God in your heart.
I've read many of your post specially DelinquentGurl ,,,, chin up and you will see God blessing.
@jeffsdesigns go in expecting nothing.... but expect God to work in you. Have God put that LOVE in you towards your spouse. This is what i did... every night i prayed for God to Bless my family and to inject Gods love in me on order to see through His eyes what he see in my wife (LOVE). And you know what he DID... i love my wife just as I loved her the day we went out as boyfriend and girlfriend
God did this not I, he gets all the recognition and praise, NOT ME... i was the one that broke this and He was the one that repaired it.
One Again thank you ALLLLL.