I had my baby...and an epiphany!! LOL
Hey everyone!! Its been a while since I've been on here. I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl this past Sunday!! She healthy and we're home!!
As far as this epiphany... I had to come to terms with the fact that I do indeed miss my husband very much. As of right now though, I don't want him anymore. I had time to think (and cry) while in the hospital. I love him very much, enough to let him go and to want him to be happy regardless of what that entails. I also love myself enough to want to be happy too. That doesn't include being the "other woman." I don't know if he still seeing her but it doesn't matter anyway. I'm overjoyed to finally have had my baby and my kids and I are happy, that's most important. Yes, my girls want Daddy home but they deserve to have all of him too. So now is my time to enjoy and indulge in my children, my health (had a c-section) and remember the good times we had as a family together. Maybe things will be different one day but for now, one day is in the future and I'm no psychic. I'm actually feeling good and I want it to stay that way by worrying about myself and my beautiful girls...all 3 of them!!!
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