08-06-2011, 06:31 PM
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: Finger Lakes region NY
| | Re: why is this so hard for me?
No - I don't love him. I can honestly say that. I can even say that there's really not a lot of pain - just confusion and this feeling of living in limbo. And this crazy, but HUGE, feeling that if I divorce him I will be making the biggest mistake of my life.
Although it doesn't help that the last time I saw him, despite it being over a year ago now, we had a really good time together and were actually talking the possibility of reconciliation. Only for him to disappear from my life from that day on. He's never been the type to play mind games with people so I don't understand what happened.