Re: Status hearing...what is it?
What makes me a doormat? For the last 6+ months, there has been no conversation about reconciliation or the marriage or love or anything like that. Yes, there have been some snags in the divorce proceedings, but some were my doing and others were not. Is divorce justified in my case? Yes, but I also have the option of forgiving and moving on when she expresses remorse and contrition.
I have been living my own life for the past 4 months with no contact wih her at all. I haven't been looking for happiness nor am I deserving of anything other than the joy of God, and that I have. Happiness is based on favorable outside circumstances. Right now, without going into any details, there are many circumstances in my life that are not favorable BUT in spite of that I STILL have joy. That comes from an internal source.
Also, the forgiveness Jesus gave was to those who recognized their need for it. It was to the broken. I am willing to do the same.
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